February 2012
15 posts
I hate some of my bf’s housemates. They are just soooooooo INCONSIDERATE!!!!!!!! Seriously, I hate them with extreme passion! x-(
We may had difficult moments,
We may had sad days,
We may had argued over the most simple things,
and sometimes we had caused the other to shed tears.
But although we had so much troubles,
we never let go… and we never will.
“sometimes I just don’t feel your love…”
I’m jealous of those girls who received bouquet of flowers from their man… I’ve always dreamt of receiving one. I wanted to spend this day talking to you… but my day was already ruined before I even got out of bed. I’ve always imagined that my first valentine with someone will be magical… it’s the complete opposite. I wanted this night to be especial… I guess I’m going to cry myself to sleep....
sometimes you’re just so full of yourself you don’t even realize that you’re hurting me…
“GOD will make a way where there seems to be no way,
He works in ways we cannot...”
“When you love someone they can make you sad sometimes and sometimes they can...”
A mother's broken love?
I can’t believe there are mothers who chose to have an abortion, left their child to someone else’s care, given away their child, or beat up their child and treat them like trash.
Mothers are supposed to be the primary source of love, care, comfort, and guidance of their children. Why did they let themselves get pregnant if they didn’t want a child in the first place? A lot...
Sometimes things are just not how you wanted it to be, and sometimes things are just not how you expected it to be. A lot of times you get disappointed in a lot of things. But one thing is for sure… love is unpredictable, but worth the gamble.
January 2012
8 posts
I'm Back
WoW….. soooo I never thought I’d ever blog in tumblr again… lol? While reading my old posts, in my mind I was thinking “how hopelessly poetic this girl is” =))) A brand NEW YEAR! A brand NEW START! I’d like to delete those posts about a dilution called “chuchu” but I decided to keep them because for me tumblr is your life’s timeline. People...
April 2010
1 post
For someone who have never been in a relationship, infatuation can come like a starving wolf pretending to be a sheep. The poor young heart gets thrilled with excitement on the daily, thinking that love has finally come their way. But underneath the comfort, and excitement, and eagerness, is distraught, regret, and failure. Once the wolf reveals itself in the pack, it will be too late to run.
January 2010
1 post
sadness
caged like a bird, leashed like a dog,
freezing like the north pole,
the pearl is shattered.
rain that won’t pour down,
river bed cracked and dry,
a shower of salt water, black, white, and gray.
a poem I wrote out of randomness.
November 2009
2 posts
For me, finding love has always been an option. I don’t need a man’s love since I’m already filled with love from family and friends. Although I never shut my heart for romance, I’ve never let anyone in, either. And though some have tried to serenade my heart, I’ve always been avoidant. I’ve always, always thought that I’m strong. I can face anything and...
I asked how will you face a love that’s not meant to happen? Sum1 answered to get out, away from it. Becauz of it I realized this:
“Love is like a well. Once you fell in it, it’s nearly impossible to get out.”
September 2009
16 posts
I was driving home from BIBLE study and I saw this fast thing crossed the road. I wasn’t sure if it’s a cat or a squirrel. IT WAS A BUNNY!!!! So cute!!!! =))
This one girl in my sociology class thinks its sexy to show half her butt crack-_-
3 months
So I’ve been thinking, it’s been 3 months sinceI first realized that I like chuchu. It’s been 3 months since I last saw or talked to him. And not one day in 3 months have I not think of him. I fell for him so hard that he became part of my every prayers. I look for him everyday. I talk about him. I hope for him. But nothing is happening. In 3 months I’m just looking like a...
So, I had a dream about chuchu, after a long while. It’s a long dream, so I’ll just tell a very short part. I needed something to wear because my shirt got swept away by the water. Chuchu saw me and offered to piggyback ride me to my stuffs so I can get a new shirt. I was to shy to be seen without a shirt so kicked, and slapped, and just hit him telling him to go away. But he...
coffee=love
I can compare “LOVE” to anything. But today I want to compare it to a cup of coffee. Why? First of all, coffee is known to be addicting(good start?). Coffee is at it’s best while it’s still hot. But when it gets cold, the taste won’t be the same. Also to have the perfect taste, you have to have a balance amount of the coffee and sugar. Too much or too little of...
“love changes people too much… until there is nothing left of who you used to be”
“what if you never like yourself anyway? then love is a good change huh?”
“what’s there not to like? she should accept you for who you are anyway… but she will try to change you and take control of your life. There is no freedom in love.”
CHUCHU? COPY?
A couple of weeks ago, while BFF and I were walking to the library, I had a glimpse of a guy sitting on a nearby bench. He was wearing black tshirt and glasses. I thought he looked like chuchu so I looked again and our eyes met. I looked away that instant and dared not to look back. While in the library, I couldn’t stop thinking about the guy I saw. He look so much like chuchu, except that,...
I MISS SPINNING MY GUIDON. I MISS THOSE WHO WAS...
How come when a person set up a standard that he/she want for the ideal one, it always ends up, them, falling for some one else who didn’t even meet the standards…and majority of the time, complete opposite. But when you finally meet that someone who meets the standard that you set up, you don’t feel anything for him. I am very hesitant on blogging this, and I really had to think...
SWEETNESS OF FIRST KISS
A moment of so long
first kiss of your love
only for a moment when you tasted
only for a moment it seemed eternity
that’s your first kiss
When was that? long ago
but the sweetness is still there
Every time your eyes are closed
why does sweetness come back?
it will fade but not
the memory of your first kiss
Your heart will search
Again and again you’ll fall in love
...
If you don't understand Greek philosophy... then...
August 2009
15 posts
Is it too much to ask for that one person you like to feel the same way you do? Is it selfishness? I think it is. But what can we do? Love is the real unstopable force in the universe. It’s gravitational pull is far more greater than that of a black hole. No matter how much you try to escape from it, there is just nothing you can do. There’s no escaping it. It’s hard. But the...
Tiago:
“Diba sinabi ko sayo noon na ang pwede lang humawak ng muka kong ito na ubod ng gwapo ay ang babaeng magiging asawa ko? Pero anung ginawa mo? Sinampal mo ko. Ibig sabihin lang ‘non dati pa lang ay tinanggap mo na ang alok ko na mapangasawa ka.”
“Alam mo kung bakit hindi ka pa nagka-boyfriend? kasi wala nang ibang laman yang isip mo kundi ang 1st kiss mo… eh...
Bea:
“Most people my age naghahanda ng kasal nila. Samantalang ako, nakapag palibing na ng asawa. Ang haba pa ng buhay ko, but I already lost the one person worth living for.”
“Pagod na kong malungkot. Pero ang hirap namang maging masaya, kasi nakakasakit ka ng iba.”
Jonathan:
“Ang pag-ibig parang fruit salad. Iba ibang pinaghalong prutas… akala mo hindi magtutugma yung lasa. Pero pag hinaluan mo na ng creme… sumasarap, at hindi mo na mapipigilan pa ang sarili mo na tumikim ng tumikim.”
The VA people from Grossmont didn’t let me use my GI BILL. They said it’s not worth it and that I should just use my FTA instead. FTA doesn’t cover my books expenses. GI BILL covers 100% tuition, books expenses, and extra money for my personal expenses. I want my GI BILL-_- but oh well. I just have to find me some really cheap books. This really sucks. I WANT my GI BILL, DI!
Derek: I love her
Sam: I love her more
Bea: I love him so much