How come when a person set up a standard that he/she want for the ideal one, it always ends up, them, falling for some one else who didn’t even meet the standards…and majority of the time, complete opposite. But when you finally meet that someone who meets the standard that you set up, you don’t feel anything for him. I am very hesitant on blogging this, and I really had to think about it, but just so I can get it out of my chest… Well, I’ve been blogging about churros(whom we now changed to chuchu) since I even started blogging. Obviously, I like him “a lot”. But if you read again over my past blogs about him, you’ll know that he is not my ideal kind of a guy. But why do I like him so much? Now, I met another guy who really meets my standard. He is the ideal kind of guy that I’ve always been searching for. But I don’t feel anything for him…although I WANT TO. I want to forget about chuchu and like this guy instead. But why is it so hard? why can’t I do it? He is my perfect guy. My ideal man. But why can’t I like him? It’s still chuchu that’s always on my mind. It’s still chuchu that I like. I just hope that my feelings are right… and that it’s not leading me into tears.
