So, I had a dream about chuchu, after a long while. It’s a long dream, so I’ll just tell a very short part. I needed something to wear because my shirt got swept away by the water. Chuchu saw me and offered to piggyback ride me to my stuffs so I can get a new shirt. I was to shy to be seen without a shirt so kicked, and slapped, and just hit him telling him to go away. But he didn’t leave. I told him, If really wants to help me then he’ll let me borrow his shirt… and he did. He’s shirt obviously is big… since, he’s a guy, and I’m really small. But anyway, when I wore the shirt, it suddenly fitted me. Like it’s actually my size.
I tried interpreting what it means. I can sometimes interpret my own dreams but I can’t be sure they’re correct until it actually happen in the real world. So anyway, this is my interpretation: The sudden flows of life will at some point affect my character/personality and when I realized it did, I won’t like it and so I’ll try to change it but unfotunately it’ll get washed away leaving me vulnerable. My dreams will show me opportunity to get out of that situation and to retrieve the old me, but I will ignore it and push it away. In the end, I’ll use the character/personality molding my dreams although I think it don’t fit me. It will turn out that it’s just right for me and I can finally(with the help of my dreams) get out of that side of life.