Jezreel's Blog

So I’ve been thinking, it’s been 3 months sinceI first realized that I like chuchu. It’s been 3 months since I last saw or talked to him. And not one day in 3 months have I not think of him. I fell for him so hard that he became part of my every prayers. I look for him everyday. I talk about him. I hope for him. But nothing is happening. In 3 months I’m just looking like a fool expecting for him. I make myself believe that he likes me and I like him. But what if it’s all not true? What if he reallly is just a jerk trying to get my attention and what if what I’m feeling for him is just an infatuation? It’s been 3 months, and yet, nothing. Should I just let him go? Should I just forget about him? Should I just ignore him in the future? There are two voices arguing inside me. The other one said.”forget him” and the other;”hold on”. Which one should I listen to? I wish I can send this letter to him so he’ll know how miserable I am of him.